TigerLily
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« on: June 14, 2003, 08:22:12 AM » |
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Got this in my mail and it truly touched my heart.. long but so good~
She was six years old when I first met her on the beach near where I > live. I drive to this beach, a distance of three or four miles, whenever > the world begins to close in on me. She was building a sandcastle or > something and looked up, her eyes as blue as the sea. "Hello," she > said. > I answered with a nod, not really in the mood to bother with a small > child. > "I'm building," she said. > "I see that. What is it?" I asked, not really caring. > "Oh, I don't know, I just like the feel of sand > That sounds good, I thought, and slipped off my shoes. A sandpiper > glided by. > "That's a joy," the child said. > "It's a what?" > "It's a joy. My mama says sandpipers come to bring us joy." > The bird went gliding down the beach. Good-bye Joy." I muttered to > myself, hello pain, and turned to walk on. I was depressed, my life > seemed completely out of balance. > "What's your name?" She wouldn't give up. > "Robert," I answered. "I'm Robert Peterson." > "Mine's Wendy... I'm six." "Hi, Wendy." She giggled. "You're funny". > In spite of my gloom, I laughed too and walked on. > Her musical giggle followed me. "Come again, Mr. P," she called. "We'll > have > another happy day." > After a few days of a group of unruly Boy Scouts, PTA meetings, and an > ailing mother. The sun was shining one morning as I took my hands out of > the dishwater. I need a sandpiper, I said to myself, gathering up my > coat. > The ever-changing balm of the seashore awaited me. > The breeze was chilly but I strode along, trying to recapture the > serenity I > needed. "Hello, Mr. P," she said. "Do you want to play?" > "What did you have in mind?" I asked, with a twinge of annoyance. > "I don't know, you say." > "How about charades?" I asked sarcastically. > The tinkling laughter burst forth again. "I don't know what that is." > "Then let's just walk." > Looking at her, I noticed the delicate fairness of her face. "Where do > you live?" I asked. > "Over there." She pointed toward a row of summer cottages.Strange, I > thought, in winter. > "Where do you go to school?" "I don't go to school. Mommy says we're on > vacation." > She chattered little girl talk as we strolled up the beach, but my mind > was on other things. When I left for home, Wendy said it had been a > happy day. Feeling surprisingly better, I smiled at her and agreed. > Three weeks later, I rushed to my beach in a stat of near panic. I was > in no mood to even greet Wendy. I thought I saw her mother on the porch > and felt like demanding she keep her child at home. > "Look, if you don't mind," I said crossly whenWendy caught up with me, > "I'd rather be alone today." She seemed unusually pale and out of > breath. > "Why?" she asked. > I turned to her and shouted, "Because my mother died!" and thought, My > God, why was I saying this to a little child? > "Oh," she said quietly, "then this is a bad day." > "Yes," I said, "and yesterday and the day before and--oh, go away!" > "Did it hurt?" she inquired. > "Did what hurt?" I was exasperated with her, with myself. > "When she died?" > "Of course it hurt!" I snapped, misunderstanding, wrapped up in myself. > I strode off. > A month or so after that, when I next went to the beach, she wasn't > there. Feeling guilty, ashamed and admitting to myself I missed her, I > went up to the cottage after my walk and knocked at the door. > A drawn looking young woman with honey-colored hair opened the door. > "Hello," I said, "I'm Robert Peterson. I missed your little girl today > and wondered where she was." > "Oh yes, Mr. Peterson, please come in. Wendy spoke of you so much. I'm > afraid I allowed her to bother you. If she was a nuisance, please, > accept my apologies." > "Not at all -- she's a delightful child." I said, suddenly realizing > that I meant what I had just said. > "Wendy died last week, Mr. Peterson. She had leukemia. Maybe she > didn't tell you." > Struck dumb, I groped for a chair. I had to catch my breath > "She loved this beach so when she asked to come,we couldn't say no. She > seemed so much better here and had a lot of what she called happy days. > But the last few weeks, she declined rapidly..." Her voice faltered, > "She left something for you ... if only I can find it.Could you wait a > moment while I look?" > I nodded stupidly, my mind racing for something to say to this lovely > young woman. She handed me a smeared envelope with "MR. P" printed in > bold childish letters. Inside was a drawing in bright crayon hues -- a > yellow beach, a blue sea, and a brown bird. > Underneath was carefully printed: A SANDPIPER TO BRING YOU JOY. > Tears welled up in my eyes and a heart that had almost forgotten to > love opened wide. I took Wendy's mother in my arms. > "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry," I muttered over and over, > and we > wept together. The precious little picture is framed now and hangs in my > study. > Six words -- one for each year of her life -- that speak to me of > harmony, > courage, and undemanding love. A gift from a child with sea blue eyes > and > hair the color of sand -- who taught me the gift of love. > > NOTE: This is a true story sent out by Robert Peterson. It happened > over 20 years ago and the incident changed his life forever. It serves > as a reminder to all of us that we need to take time to enjoy living and > life and each other. The price of hating other human beings is loving > oneself less. Life is so complicated, the hustle and bustle of everyday > traumas can make us lose focus about what is truly important or what is > only a momentary setback or crisis. This week, be sure to give your > loved ones an extra hug, and by all means, take a moment...even if it > is only ten seconds, to stop and smell the roses. This comes from > someone's heart, and is shared with many and now I share it with you. > > May God Bless everyone that receives this! > There are NO coincidences! > Everything that happens to us happens for a reason. > Never brush aside anyone as insignificant. Who knows what they can > teach us?
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