Doesn't sound to me that God is allowing you to slip away. Sounds like you're right on target with the rest of the bretheren in the world.
Don't ya know this slipping away usually means some of the things we do is what we know shouldn't be done, and the Holy Spirit is working within you. This is a time of reckoning with the Lord, and asking for Him to empower you with the Holy Spirit to give you the strength to rest enough to allow the Lord to work through you? We must always remember, God's grace doesn't wait for our works to catch up with His work, He's working in you right now.
Ephesians 3:14-21I will pray for you. The desire to be a witness is strong in you, and God sees that too. I find it best for others to just pray for God's will for the day, and then, well, the Lord will open an easy conversation that will flow. Especially at the right time, maybe even with the people you have concerns for.
Take care, In Christ, iconHis