Hi Alicia,
I'm new here too, but would love to welcome you also. You're so right, there are some very caring people here.
I'll be praying for you too. I remember how hard it was for me at 18 when my dad died. And even though I floundered, God never left me. He had me in His hands the whole time. I just didn't know it then. I'm so happy for your decision to follow Him. His grace is wonderful.
your brother and friend in Christ
Bill
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