i'm a little better now. thank you.
OK my friend. Don't stop now, get yourself immersed in Jesus. He loves you, He longs to hold you, He calls out for your my friend. Find a Bible believing pastor and tell him everything. Jesus will keep His promise, that is a guarantee. Once you truely embrace Him your problems will be dealt with, you will be 100% forgiven by the Almighty God of eternity and that is an awsome power my friend. Once He forgives you, there is no angel born in Hell that can hold your sins against you any longer. satan and his demons desire that you run from Jesus. they hear is very name and tremble with fear! Jesus is THE ALMIGHTY POWER when we are with Him and He is with us, nothing can stand against us!
Jesus promises us that when we confess our deepest darkest sins to Him, that He will forgive all, and He promises to NEVER, EVER remember them again. How awsome is that?