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« on: January 03, 2005, 08:43:53 PM » |
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I've posted my many wows here before, honestly I dont' want to repeat the soap opera life of mine. The good Lord knows this homes many needs.
One day during the holiday break I found myself completely alone. SO VERY VERY rare for this home. I took the time to pray, read, and the Holy Spirit impressed me to pray for the refiners fire to wash through my home. TO cleanse it from all chaff, and tare, evil and uglyness. I hardly had that prayed when fighiting broke out among the whole house later that evening. Like the devil raises his ugly head to tell me hahahha you accomplished nothing with your words.
I continue to pray. Prayer has got to break this cycle of evil and ill feelings, Lovelessness, disrespect, etc etc.
Pray as the Holy Spirit give you wisdom and direction for this home, and for me personally.
thanks
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« Reply #1 on: January 03, 2005, 09:06:10 PM » |
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Praying for you
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larrynboys
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« Reply #2 on: January 04, 2005, 02:01:06 AM » |
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The word of God is our sword and our armor!
2 Samuel 22:3 - The God of my rock; in him will I trust: he is my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my high tower, and my refuge, my saviour; thou savest me from violence.
I'm praying in agreemant with this request in Jesus name!
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« Reply #3 on: January 04, 2005, 02:35:12 PM » |
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again when I seek prayer, and the Lords will in this home all hell breaks loose, our son came home last night, in a complete drunkend mess. It began with a fight with his girl friends,add alot of whiskey and all the extra baggage from being in Iraq comes out, and he fighting again, ready to hurt someone. It was a bit of a struggle to try and help help him when he want to grab your throat or arms and him claiming he wants to die, all his friends are dead he should be dead too. He was just over 18 when they sent him to Iraq, barely old enough to be in the Marines. We didnt' know if we should call an ambulance or what. I began to pray for God refining fire, and speak to him reminding him that God has his hand on him and he wasn't meant to died over there then he would have, I also reminded him when he was 12 or 13 years old he was claimed for the ministry,.... my son is running away from that call.
I sat last night thinking of how family curses or what ever they are called seems to be so very real in this family, I had a brother who drank himself into an early grave ( he was only 29 when he died) my brother never seemed to know what true heart felt happyness was, he never seemed to know contentment, and I find myself struggling to find it again too, ..... now my own children? How do I help, do I even try I am truly tired of it all, what does God want, how do I hear his voice in this house of noise and confusion?
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« Reply #4 on: January 05, 2005, 08:01:23 PM » |
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Musiclover,
I'm very sorry to hear about this recent news and will definitely pray for you and your family. Sister, keep praying and pray some more that God will guide you and give you strength.
I give thanks that you are a strong Christian.
Love In Christ,
Tom
Psalms 115:11 Ye that fear the LORD, trust in the LORD: he is their help and their shield.
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« Reply #5 on: January 06, 2005, 12:25:29 AM » |
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I join in prayer for you and your family also.
May your son find peace in his heart and that you may have peace in your home.
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Joh 9:4 I must work the works of him that sent me, while it is day: the night cometh, when no man can work.
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« Reply #6 on: January 07, 2005, 07:22:39 AM » |
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Sister. The devil is doing everything he can to make you give up!
Sometimes I wonder why my prayers are answered with something that is the complete opposite. This is the work of the devil. Stay strong.
"If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!"
matt 7:11
"If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.”
matt 21:22
Keep believeing. I am going through something similar also with prayer. May the Lord strengthen you and be present in your home. Let us be strong together in our faith.
In Jesus's name
Amen
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« Reply #7 on: January 07, 2005, 07:35:26 AM » |
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I fill big sadness when was reading this.
I will be pray for you and your home.
it is so heavy to stand alone, hands simply go down.
let God support your hands and Holy Spirit will support your mouths in prayer.
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« Reply #8 on: January 16, 2005, 12:50:52 AM » |
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THank you all for your Prayers, I am finding a new sense of strength, from prayer, from being her and Christain Unite and like minded believers. School begins next week, and that is always a challange, tryin to keep my time wiht the Lord and do my school work too. This will be my last sem and then I'll have a few summer classed and I will have my AA. I dont' know if I should go on, with the needs of this home. I have to get back to work. Thinks with the husband are strained as well. Which in turn puts stress on the rest of the house......sigh
The devil wants to keep this family in bondage, and I am weary but not broken.
I add my prayers of agreement with all that are here, and pray that as you pray for my home that the return would be 10 fold for you and your homes.
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