No problem unsung. I am sure that there are others who are praying for you. I believe that DreamWeaver takes care of the prayer list here.
I don't know what your situation is but I feel that the most important thing you need to do is find out what you should do based on what God would want, not on what you feel. What we feel is not always right or good for us. For instance, if someone kills my parents my immediate feeling would be to find and kill that guy.
Read the bible and constantly pray to God. God will listen. If you don't get what you pray for then that doesnt mean that God is not listening. That may be because God does not want to give you what you asked for yet...or ever. God loves you and, like a father to a son, will only give you what's good for you. Seek out what God wants you to do. Read the bible and constantly pray to find guidance. If you "come near to God, he will come near to you" (james 4:

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