LeeH
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« Reply #3 on: April 18, 2004, 05:11:18 PM » |
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Dear Willowbirch
I felt that which you felt 18 months ago, I wrote a poem and looked at it, it was me. I wanted to save the world. I knew some of the Christian teachings but not enough. I was on my knees in shock that I had a God, but I had the two important words wrong in the poem. I didn't know that until today. When this moment with God happened, I saw a terrifying image on my television and it all end up in me believing I was the second coming. Obviously sectioned for seven days. I did repent to God all my sins. I saw lots of things, some I will not mention here. There was lots of people in the mental hospital and I was not alone thinking I was Jesus Christ. Foolish I know, but a wonderful experience to feel like Jesus, just for one day. I was so sorry for what I did. I did repent for this too, for thinking I could be Jesus. Terrible I know, tricked by a distorter of truth, but God knew this would happen.
In the last eighteen months I have studied much on religion and I can say I am a very deep thinker, intelligent person but without wisdom that is very dangerous, just look at our world leaders. But I do not worry about this anymore, it is out of all our hands, because it is written.
Today I was reborn, my eyes opened for the first time and all around me were signs to frighten me. It didn't of course, I am strong. I did not take this bate from the one with the fixed fate.
Jesus died for all our sins, I know this now and this evil serpent will never turn me from Jesus Christ. He can do me no harm, because I am not his and never will, ever.
Just a personal message to satan, isis, Lucifer whatever your name is, sorry me old mucker good try. The thunder in my ears tells me you are nothing to fear. You can expect some more poetry from me, because your nothing but a flea to me.
Yes I is very happy today, thankyou Bronzesnake that was a handy message you left for me, the luck bit helped thanks very much.
Willowbirch hold in there, it will be worth it in the end, this is a difficult moment in your life and this thing will wish to take many of us with him/her, its the bargining tool, but there is a saying which I believe in; trust and trust to you can not trust no more. You know what that end bit means don't you?
Find Jesus Christ, you are almost there. I believed in what you did yesterday, but not anymore. Unless you can accept Jesus, you can not have your sins cleansed from your soul.
Its what he died for, you and everybody that's been. What a wonderful God we have, I have seen. Tender and Kind that is his mind, loving and giving we are all in his mind. Just give up you pride and our God promises you will never be tired. For all of his love is made in heaven, is that not enough?
P.s nice one Kris777 you are much in my way of thinking.
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