STRIVING

         It took a while to understand
         That I could do no more
         I tried to be the best I can
         But slipped back to before
         My striving was a blockage
         I just got in the way
         I had to let Him have me whole
         To work on my decay.

         Many years have passed since then
         And I am now content
         To let Him change me gradually
         I gave Him my consent
         I know I am a sinner
         I'm sorry when I lapse
         Through Jesus He's forgiven me
         He fills in all my gaps.