Hi Mandy,
Have you talked to Jesus yet? If you do He will not turn you away. Talk to Jesus daily and read the Bible. A good way to read the Bible is to "pray read" it.
Example:
Psalm 1
1 Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful.
Jesus, teach me to walk stand and sit in your presence. Help me to love sinners yet not get trapped in what they do.
2 But his delight is in the law of the LORD; and in his law doth he meditate day and night.
As I read your words from the Bible make our fellowship sweet. Give me understanding, let your law be my delight.
3 And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he doeth shall prosper.
Today I want to drink from your river of delights. I long to bear much fruit, fruit that is pleasing to you. To enjoy you is my prosperity.
4 The ungodly are not so: but are like the chaff which the wind driveth away.
Let my life be like you, like whole wheat, not like windblown chaff.
5 Therefore the ungodly shall not stand in the judgment, nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous.
Let me be gathered with your people at the coming of Jesus. In the mean time, while I wait, let me have sweet fellowship with others in your name today.
6 For the LORD knoweth the way of the righteous: but the way of the ungodly shall perish.
Know me and my ways, keep me and preserve me forever.
asaph
