I suppose I am somewhat selfish, but I wish Jesus wopuld sound the Last Trump (see 1st Thessalonians 4:15--17) and take us home NOW.
Watch and pray.
I am the last of my immediate family, and it gets REAL lonely; the church is structured for marrieds (preferably with children) and when you're a single guy at my age you get Those Looks ('What's wrong with him? Is he some kind of pervert? Why hasn't he gotten married already?")
Seems as if this church is not of God and His ways, through Jesus Christ. Search out for one that follows the scriptural pattern for Christ's church and lives according to the will of God.
I can't help it that A: Nobody I ever wanted wanted me back, or that B: I never got well-enough off financially to attract a nice woman.
Paul tells us it is better to remain unmarried and fully committed to the Lord, but if one cannot contain himself it is better to be married than burn.
(It's a fact of life folks; people judge you at least in part by how much money you make/have/have accumulated and I just haven't accumulated a lot.)
The world judges in this manner, but not true people of God.
Find a group of people who are trying to live as God would have them.
By now I'm just too old, too ugly, and too broke to think of finding some nice lady and getting married. It gets REAL lonely, especially when holidays are coming up. So, I keep hoping that today will be that day. How I hope Jesus comes REAL soon.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself. God cares about a pure heart, not an ugly,(by man's standards), face or age.
Find those scripturally Godly people and assemble with them.
I am sure there will be some widows or singles among them that are caring more about a Christ like heart instead of face, money, age, etc..