PONDER

         It's time to pause upon my journey
         Sit down, ponder where I'm at
         I have got into a tizzy
         Mulling over this and that
         I can let my feelings run me
         Disregarding all He said
         Or I walk upon the water
         Keep my eyes on Him instead.

         It's a choice that's far from easy
         Dodgy whispers taunt my brain
         Sanity is being bombarded
         By a constant sad refrain
         Humanly, I'm on a loser
         Cannot see my own way out
         But there's help from deep within me
         I can hear a victory shout.

         So it's back to equilibrium
         Trusting Him for every breath
         Choosing life despite the outlook
         Keeping clear of certain death
         All the times that He has helped me
         Should convince me of His worth
         Handing back my future to Him
         He restores my absent mirth.