Actually, I did not trust God's word before I received the Holy Spirit. It didn't make sense to me. Within minutes I went from being an agnostic to a staunch supporter of Christ because after receiveing the Holy Spirit, i knew He was real. It is the Holy Spirit that shows us the truth of His words, not our superior intelligence.
Hmmmmm.... so, let me see if I understand?
You received the Holy Spirit before you believed??
I don't know that this sounds right to me, but I guess if anyone knows that would be you....
What else can I say......nothing I guess.
Blessings,
Petro