I understand the fear that you are experiencing
Eve. Trust in the Lord, place your fears in His hands. Yes, I will join in prayers with you that He opens the doors and make the way He wants you to go be made clear to you.
Amen PR.
Eve, may I add that God will never leave you or forsake you, He is always right there beside you, He knows what your needs are.
The Bible tells us to ask and it shall be given unto us, all we have to do is go to God with our requests and ask Him in the Name of Jesus
Mt 21:22 And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.
Mr 11:24 Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them.
Php 4:19 But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.