God is the God of mercy for he sent his son Jesus to die for us. If you believe that Jesus died for you, you WILL receive mercy from God; you will inherit an eternal life with him in heaven.
What you feel is not uncommon. King Solomon felt the same way:
Ecclesaites 4:1-3
Again I looked and saw all the oppression that was taking place under the sun:
I saw the tears of the oppressed-
and they have no comforter;
power was on the side of their oppressors-
and they have no comforter.
And I declared that the dead,
who had already died,
are happier than the living,
who are still alive.
But better than both
is he who has not yet been,
who has no seen the evil
that is done under the sun.
Ecclesaites 4:1-3
I have seen people do horrible things. A man hurt a woman. A woman hurt a man. False accusations get made. Good men and some women get wrongfully convicted. Innocent men go to jail. Young women are fed feminist propaganda and discouraged from seeking happiness in relationships with men.
Many many evil things happen. They always have in the past, present, and they will occur in the future. Satan roams the earth, always looking for someone to devour and causing chaos. He has been at this since the beginning of man.
False accusations - look at Joseph and how he was thrown into prison by his Master by staying away from his adulterous wife.
Good men and women being wrongfully convicted - Jesus, a SINLESS man, was sentenced to die on the cross for no crimes.
We should know that:
"if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed."
1 peter 3:14
You have to know that
JESUS IS THE SOLUTION.
Jesus is our mediator to God
"I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." John 14:6
God is merciful
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
1 John 1:9
Those who have faith in Jesus become good men.
No one who lives in him keeps on sinning. No one who continues to sin has either seen him or known him.
1 John 3:6
Those who have faith in Jesus become sons of God.
HOw great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God!
1 John 3:1
Those who have faith in Jesus will have eternal life (one that will be a lot better than this one...and last forever!)
God has given us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life.
1 John 5:11
Those who have faith in Jesus will still continue to suffer the evil of this world, BUT
REJOICE THAT YOU PARTICIPATE IN THE SUFFERINGS OF CHRIST, SO THAT YOU MAY BE OVERJOYED WHEN HIS GLORY IS REVEALED.
You see, a time is coming when all these bad things you see will pass away; and we will be sons of God living with Him forever in a paradise beyond our comprehension. Our lives are short in comparison to eternity.
The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives FOREVER.
1 John 2:17
I pray for Divine Intervention...and my Hope wanes. I still try to maintain it.
My friend, praying that this world will become suffer free will not happen. You simply cannot have hope in this. I understand that you want to see and feel less of these sufferings, but this world will not become suffer free. It will have evil in it until Satan is finally destroyed by God. We wait for that time, but in the mean time, we are children of God serving God's will. God certainly hears all your prayers, but dont expect to see the world to be perfect and people (even christians too).
If you are not yet a Christian; this is what you should pray:
Dear God
I am a sinner, and I am sorry for those sins I have commited. I know that I cannot save myself from my own sins, and I need the blood of Jesus Christ to cleanse me. Jesus, I want you to live inside my heart, and guide me through the rest of my life. I now receive you as my personal savior.
In Jesus's name
Amen
This is what you will receive if you pray this and mean it with all your heart.
God...has blessed you in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ. For he chose you in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. In love he predestined us to be adopted as his sons through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will- to the praise of his glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves. In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God's grace that he lavished on us with all wisdom and understanding. And he made known to us the mystery of his will according to his good pleasure, which he purposed in Christ, to be put into effect when the times will have reached their fulfillment - to bring all thigns in heaven and on earth together under one head, even Christ.
In him we were also chosen, haveing been predestined according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will, in order that we, who were the first to hope in Christ, might be for the praise of his glory. And you also were inluded in Christ when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation. Having believed, you were marked in him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, who is a deposit guaranteeing our inheritance until the redemption of those who are God's possession - to the praise of his glory.
ephesians 1:3-14
Whoa! My hands are tired!!!