Hi Everyone
I got the stitches out yesterday at 11:15 am  I am so glad,,, thank all of you for your prayer's.
I am doing ok , just got to let it heal up now.. 
GOD BLESS ALL.
MARVIN

[still cannot sleep tonight,, I had to take the bandage's offhere is a picture today,,, Going to a funeral today at 2 love you.marvinps here is a picture of it.]

still cannot sleep tonight,, I had to take the bandage's off
here is a picture today,,, Going to a funeral today at 2
love you.
marvin
ps here is a picture of it.

[I thank God everything he has done for me , good or bad, because i know he has a reason for it.Sure been a long night,, cannot sleep on my back because of the stitches,,, ..love youMarvin]

I thank God everything he has done for me , good or bad, because i know he has a reason for it.
Sure been a long night,, cannot sleep on my back because of the stitches,,, ..
love you
Marvin
 

[I had surgery and did ok with it,, they took a big hunk out of my back,, can't sleep tonight it ismidnight here, the itchy ness is driveing me crazy,, but thank all of you who prayed for me.Love You allMarvin]

I had surgery and did ok with it,, they took a big hunk out of my back,, can't sleep tonight it is
midnight here, the itchy ness is driveing me crazy,, but thank all of you who prayed for me.
Love You all
Marvin
 

[You don't know what it mean's to me to have all of you praying for me.You just feel like your all alone,, I am just trying to overcome the fear of going there.I have got to learn to trust more in the Lord, and put it in his hand's, because that iswhere it is anyway.I guess it is our human nature to have these feeling's.We worry about dieing ,, seems like everyone is trying to extend there live's trying to stayhere, but no matter what we do we are going to die anyway, I myself want to see our Lordso bad.......,,,, I know what it is like to have the sting of death,, the bible talks about it and Jesus saidI will be there with you to take away that sting of death, year's ago, I had a bleeding ulcer and almost diedin the hospital,, and was scared, i was crying,,, and there was another man next to me, who told me thathe was in my shoes at one time, and he accepted Christ as his lord and Savior, and he took away all the fear of dieing.They released me out of the hospital and i stayed home for a month,, reading the Bible, and got down on myknee's and prayed for the Lord to save me from hell.And a remarkable thing happen, that fear I had was gone,, I was actually looking forward to dieing.But to this day, I just don't want to die in pain, But so far as doctor's are concerned, I don't trust them.I only trust God,, But it is so hard to understand why would let us suffer here.I love all of you for listening to me, It is encouraging to know someone care's.marvin]

You don't know what it mean's to me to have all of you praying for me.
You just feel like your all alone,, I am just trying to overcome the fear of going there.
I have got to learn to trust more in the Lord, and put it in his hand's, because that is
where it is anyway.
I guess it is our human nature to have these feeling's.
We worry about dieing ,, seems like everyone is trying to extend there live's trying to stay
here, but no matter what we do we are going to die anyway, I myself want to see our Lord
so bad.......,,,, I know what it is like to have the sting of death,, the bible talks about it and Jesus said
I will be there with you to take away that sting of death, year's ago, I had a bleeding ulcer and almost died
in the hospital,, and was scared, i was crying,,, and there was another man next to me, who told me that
he was in my shoes at one time, and he accepted Christ as his lord and Savior, and he took away all the
fear of dieing.
They released me out of the hospital and i stayed home for a month,, reading the Bible, and got down on my
knee's and prayed for the Lord to save me from hell.
And a remarkable thing happen, that fear I had was gone,, I was actually looking forward to dieing.
But to this day, I just don't want to die in pain, But so far as doctor's are concerned, I don't trust them.
I only trust God,, But it is so hard to understand why would let us suffer here.
I love all of you for listening to me, It is encouraging to know someone care's.
marvin
 

[Thank You TomI will let you know what happen's.God Bless You]

Thank You Tom
I will let you know what happen's.
God Bless You

[Ok I got my test back and it is cancer,, they said it is not the serious kind, but it has to be cut out.I have to go next Thursday at 300 in the afternoon, I am not looking forward to this , I am very scared about it.don't know how deep they will have to go, my stresss is through the roof right now,, if the operation does not killme my stress probably will.marvin]

Ok I got my test back and it is cancer,, they said it is not the serious kind, but it has to be cut out.
I have to go next Thursday at 300 in the afternoon, I am not looking forward to this , I am very scared about it.
don't know how deep they will have to go, my stresss is through the roof right now,, if the operation does not kill
me my stress probably will.
marvin

[Thank you both,,, It has just got me scared to death, I have the church praying for me also.but it helps to talk to somone about it.If it is cancer i dont know what i should do.Thank you for your prayer's,, it bring's tear's to my eye's that someone elsecares to.God Bless.marvin]

Thank you both,,,
It has just got me scared to death, I have the church praying for me also.
but it helps to talk to somone about it.
If it is cancer i dont know what i should do.
Thank you for your prayer's,, it bring's tear's to my eye's that someone else
cares to.
God Bless.
marvin

I went to have a cherry angiomas removed from my belt line last week and it has been there for year's.
I was told that they never turn to cancer , but the doctor said that he was 70 percent sure that it was.
my anxiety is through the roof, and blood pressure is out of sight. I am just scared.
please pray that it is not cancer,
thanks
marvin