I wish we could find one. I have searched for a nearby Christian Counselor but I have not had any luck finding one. It seams like no one wants to deal with this problem or act's like there is not a problem.   

OK it has been a couple of years since I posted anything about this. I prayed and I prayed and I prayed. He did go up in church and ask for forgiveness. We have been going to church for at least 9 out of the 10 years that we have been married. But guess what a couple of weeks later he was right back at it. He is not only a porn addict he is also a gotcha21 addict. I said something to him and he said he was sorry. Well this continued back and forth like this for some time and then I said something to him about it but he only denied it and tells me that I am accusing him of things that he has not done. Well I chose to let it go and started ignoring all of his doings. Last Friday there was a picture that I saw that he took of himself and sent it to I know of at least 1 woman. Probably more but I was just so shocked that I could not look anymore. That was the straw that broke the camel's back. I told him that I was just about at the end of my rope with us. So he left but I wish he had not left. He said that he left because it sounded like I wanted him to. He went to his mothers that lives about 700 miles away. He is telling me that he is going to get some kind of counseling. But how do I deal with this. I do not know what to do, what to think or how I should feel. I am very hurt, angry, and embarrassed, my feelings are so all around that I am not even sure if I love him anymore. How do I figure out what I am feeling and how do I deal with it. I have told no one about any of this except on here.

I will not ask for a wreath of thorns. I do not want anything bad to happen to anyone. I have taken the computer out of the room, I still have one in the living room. I do not think that he will get on it and do anything like that because I am in there. We will see what happens now. I am praying. Thank You For Your Prayers and Please continue Praying!!

We have talked about the treatments and what they have done. He knows about all of that. I want to and try to be more loving. It does not make any difference. We can make love one night and he is on the internet the next. He lies about it all the time, he will not admit that he is looking at the porn or chatting with someone. It is very hard for me to make love when I feel like he is compairing me to the women that he is looking at or thinking about them when he is making love to me. I do not know what to say to him that would make any difference. Thanks every one and Bless all of you. Pizza Mahal it is a good thing to hear the man's point of view. Sorry about your past. I pray that God helps you and blesses you.

I think my husband is addicted to porn, or maybe it is something more. I go to sleep around 10 pm and he stays up sometimes till 4 in the morning. I have woke up several different times and caught him looking at porn on the internet. I also think he is chatting with someone but I do not know who. The last time he said that he was talking to a guy from work. What can I do. A little history about me. I had breast cancer about 3 years ago and had surgery but the Dr just took the lump out. I had chemo & radiation which has made me not really interested in a lot of sex. We have been married for 8 years. I feel betrayed. He has said that he has been saved and baptized.

I will pray for you. I know some of what you are going through. Please know that Prayer does work. At 42 I was dignosed with breast cancer last Feb. I have finished the surgery, chemo, and radation. And I am doing great, a Great Big THANK YOU JESUS. Turn everything over to Jesus.

Thank All Of You For Your Prayers. I have tried the gum, it makes blisters in my mouth. I think that I will try to ween myself down a little at a time. Has any one tried hypnosis?

  I am trying to stop smoking. Started today and it is not looking good. I want to smoke so bad that I am crying and depressed. Please Pray for me to be able to beat this habit. I have prayed and continue to pray every time I think about smoking but it is not helping . Maybe I am not praying hard enough or good enough. I do not have the will power to do this by my self. Please pray that God will give me the will power to stop smoking.
Thank You!!