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Prayer / Prayer Requests / Re: Clouded Judgement
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on: September 28, 2006, 01:22:40 AM
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Hey Wayfarer, I understand how you're feeling right now.. Although I think what they're saying is right.. Just a question though, Is your relationship with Justin God centered? Maybe it's not the time yet to get into a serious relationship with another person right now and maybe you have spiritual gifts that God want's you to use. I don't know too much about it but God knows what's in your heart. I'll be praying for you, Take care okay? =)
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Prayer / Prayer Requests / new to the forum... right now i need your support, please.
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on: September 28, 2006, 01:00:42 AM
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First of all I this is an incredible blessing that theres forums where we can find refuge in and talk about the Lord... I never really thought about joining a forum in disccusions abot God but here I am. I have a prayer request actually.. Here's a little bit about me, I'm 20 years old and am from new york city. I stopped going to church last year, about the time when me and my ex-girlfriend broke up. I met her through church and even though I wanted to have God as much involved in that relationship it just didn't work out.. But that's not really the problem at the moment. The problem is that ever since I stopped going, (because it was just too awkward seeing her, even though I was told your not supposed to go out with people from your church because this is what happens when you do.) I started hanging out with people that weren't exactly from my fellowship and had different interests. We'll recently.. I was arrested for something. I didn't hurt anyone but it doesnt justify anything even though I didn't. On Oct. 31 I will be sentenced and the thing that kills me the most is that none of the lawyers I have or had can tell me what to expect because the Judge is supposedly very harsh i guess you can say?... I feel like i messed everything in my life up. I dishonored not only The name of God, but my family and myself. I have depression and although I'm too scared of killing myself because I feel that I would go to hell for it, I just feel so hopeless and feel that the Judge won't have mercy. Sometimes I think maybe something miraculous will happen like, he will lower the charges, but realistically I think I'm gonna be charged with a felony and jail time. I don't know who I can talk to about this either, even the people in my church wouldn't know what to say.. I even prayed to God that I truly truly want to be a living testimony after all this is over.. Im just scared that when I am sentenced Im gonna lose my faith... Its just right now, Its so hard to believe Gods working in me and around me because this incident has made me realized how horrible of a person I am on so many levels. I started to notice how much I've changed for the worse and feel like I don't deserve to live. Not to mention that I feel like no one cares, even though I do have friends that do. Please pray that the judge will have mercy on me and that I may be able to if theres some miraculous way for me not to get jail time or a felony. I originally wanted to be able to become a teacher to tell kids to not go down the path I went down, I want to continue my studies in school so please please whenever 2 or more gather in Gods name He IS there. Thank you so much guys. =* )
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