I had been up and down with church for years, mostly down. I was married with two beautiful girls. I had a great job that I hated. I had a marriage and family that I took for granted. I hated life and was just working to get to tomorrow. A little over a year ago I lost my job. The union said not to worry i would be back quickly. This did not happen, and I was out for 10 months. During this time my wife filed for divorce. The Lord blessed me with my job back after 10 months but now my family is gone. I could barely survive day to day. I thought of killing myself because the pain was so bad inside and I could not get it to go away. All I could think of was my wife and kids. i could barely go to work. Then I started calling christian friends for prayer, I began praying and reading and listening to worship music. Going to church whenever I had the chance. I am back home with my wife and kids and God is restoring this marriage. I thank God for allowing me back under the same roof as my family and I never want to turn my back on him again.
When God decides to get your attention, He will, and their is nothing you can do about it.
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