I am in dire straits.

I have recently lost my job and am feeling very burdened and bitter. Although I always knew that it's not God's will for me to remain in this job as He has other plans for me, I really dread the fact that I have to leave under very troubled, stressful and painful circumstances. It is heart-breaking to know that I have put in so much effort and contributions, yet I'm no longer wanted and even found incompetent with no proper basis nor justifications given.

My country is undergoing bad state of recession now and it's almost impossible for anyone to find another job. And how am I going to explain to my prospective employers ? As it is I am already struggling to make ends meet now. I am also facing a possible legal action by a company with whom I inadvertently signed a contract 2 years ago, and they refuse to negotiate despite all my true explanations.

I am truly feeling very burdened and bitter and hope and pray God will faithfully supply all my needs. I have after all always cheerfully given almost 20% of my income all these years as long as I was gainfully employed.