Thanks for all the prayer. Here's the update: I told the guy to get lost. I'm also going to go to a different college next year to get out of state. Just a fresh start will be nice. Thanks again!

Thank you all for praying. Here is a little update:

I got moved in, everything is settled. I am going into my third week of classes. It is going alright. I have a problem with mean girls in the dorm. They are just plain our rude to each other sometimes. I am starting to get a routine established. I joined the worship leadership team. That will be good for me.
I also took my first exam. It was in Psychology. I missed 8 out of 40 and got a B. I am not happy about it. So I just have to study harder I guess. I have also fallen back into an old habit.
I started to cut myself again. I was going to therapy for treatment with an eating disorder, but when I moved in the dorm that ended because I don't have a car or any way to get to the appointments, so that is also an issue again. So please keep me in your prayers that God will bring someone in my life that I can trust here. Thanks for being here.

Thank you for praying for me. I am still really upset about this. I went today and got a key. I am all packed and I move in tomorrow. I amd dumbstruck and just have lost all hope. I give up.

I am so scared. I am scared beyond what words can express. I start college for the second time around tomorrow. I didn't do well the first time. I wasn't saved and it was an all around horrid experience. Well, now I'm going to a bible college where the expectations for morality are higher. That alone was enough to bring me to tears. There are situations that I was going to therapy for to get help with. I was going to live at home my first semester and continue counseling to have my support network near. Tonight before church my parents told me that they want me to live in the dorms this semester. I am so scared. I burst into tears just thinking about it. I am absolutely terrified. It's the day before orientation/registration. Classes don't actually start until Wednesday. So tomorrow I have to go talk to the admissions people and see if they have any rooms in the dorm. (Which I know they do). But I need to see if it is too late for me to move in. So please pray that everything will work out according to God's will. Please also pray for strength for me.

It's awesome. God always shows up.

Well, our church is doing this thing called "Come Together!". It is where we are calling all the churches in our community to come together in biblical unity, put aside our differences and reach out to our community. We have a service the first Friday of every month. It is held at one church, with the pastor of another church preaching. We rotate churches and pastors. Tonight, the service was held at an Assemblies of God Church, with a United Methodist pastor preaching. The call from God was heard and accepted by a Southern Baptist church (my home church family). Members from all three congregations were present praying for biblical unity. I come from a town where there is a lot of division. The community is around 7000 people, and we have over 25 churches. Less than 25% of the community attends church regularly. (That's not counting how many are authentic believers of the Lord Jesus Christ, which is probably much less!). So that's what God is doing. I am just on the music ministry team. I probably shouldn't say "just". It's a big responsibility. I play bass and sing with my pastors wife who plays guitar. Most of the time I sing lead cuz she's still learning, so that's kewl. This is just getting started out. I can't wait to see what God's up to next! So that's it!

Oh. Well thank you!

Hi Tash! Welcome, and it's nice to meet you. Enjoy your stay!

Nice to meet you too!

Thanks. You too!

I can be pretty freaky. Plus my dog is named Freak and she's adorable. She's bassett/blue heeler mix. She's so ugly she's cute.

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HI Larry!

I am being tempted to get into a relationship with a man who is not a christian. To put it bluntly, he's a very bad boy. But he tells me I'm beautiful; and he means it. I am not one who goes into relationships. I"ve been engaged 3 times, and I'm quite frankly sick of men. I hate men. But I'm so very lonely. I feel unwanted, and I am ready to just give up on life. I know that getting into a relationship with this person would only make me happy for a little while, but right now, even the little while seems worth it. I know I would be using him, but its getting to the point that I don't care. I am not into dating, I have made a committment to courting and to purity. But I'm ready to throw it all away. Please pray for me.

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