Please Pray For me

[Christian_Stephie]

Hi everyone,

I haven't been scared away btw, but I do need some prayer. I was really struggling with suicidal thoughts this week. I did talk to my Youth Pastor about it, and I did get something out of it, but I just need prayer that I'll stay on track, and not let the Devil run all over me. Thanks alot for your prayers!

Stephie

[ivan]

I will pray for you.
Remember you are in God`s hand. Devil can scare you but
… I give eternal life to them, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand.  Jn.10:28
ivan

[felix102]

Praying for you.

Would you mind telling us why you are contemplating suicide?

[Christian_Stephie]

I really don't know, My life just seemed to be going downhill. I was dumped with running the younger group of kids (Grade 7-9) on Sunday mornings and the pressure was getting to me. Everything just seemed to be going downhill I guess.

My boyfriend actually rang me on the day, and he came all the way from his place to my place just to be with me. And that made me not think about it till he left again.

I really don't know hey, it was a combination of things.

Sometimes I feel like my parents hate me as well. I know they don't. But they never show me any affection at all. They don't tell me they love me, they don't hug me. They tell me that I'll never amount to anything.

I'm called to be a Youth Pastor! That's not nothing! It's a great honour! I don't get it sometimes. Anyway, so yeah, that's that!

[felix102]

Every moment of your life has been planned out by God.

"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart"
Jeremiah 1:5


You live your life for Christ. You want to give God everything you can on earth before you die and go to heaven.

"For to me, to live is Christ"
Philippians 1:21