Hello HappyGirl,
Sister, you must remember that GOD is always with you and your family is in our prayers - so you aren't alone. This is a time for leaving things at the feet of Jesus Christ in Prayer. CHRIST is always with you, and the HOLY SPIRIT OF GOD lives in your heart. Things do work out for good to them who love GOD.
Romans 8:24-28 For in hope were we saved: but hope that is seen is not hope: for who hopeth for that which he seeth? 25 But if we hope for that which we see not, then do we with patience wait for it. 26 And in like manner the Spirit also helpeth our infirmity: for we know not how to pray as we ought; but the Spirit himself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered; 27 and he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God. 28 And we know that to them that love God all things work together for good, even to them that are called according to his purpose.
Love In Christ,
Tom