the summer of my senior year in highschool i selected OBU *ouachita baptist university* to attend...well that summer i got into a msn chat room and asked is anyone going to obu this year?...well someone came back and responded yes..it was a girl...but she wouldnt be able to go till she grad. that next year..so i added her to my list..we talked off and on but not about anything deep....found out she was talking about oklahoma baptist university..we laughed but that next summer...i dated a girl whose mom shook my faith..i almost gave up entierly on christianity and God...then that girl i added...poppped up on my msn one day...and i just felt compelled to tell her what was going on..so i told her everything...her and her mom shared and prayed with me for weeks..i came back to Christ..i was already a Christian but i needed help..that girl became my best friend...the more we talked on the net and phone the more we found a connetion with each other..*btw she lives in kansas i live in arkansas*...her mom said we needed to meet to see what would happen..well we prayed and we met..we started dating the next day..for 2 months we dated...it was totally amazing..then we began to get our focus off God...the relationship was then tainted and so our relationships with our family and friends...we decided we needed to break up to get our foucs back..to give it all to God..and we have been...i'm stilll working at it...but ever since we broke up we talked off and on like we first did before we found that connection...tonite i didnt plan on talking to her but she imed me and said she needed to talk to me..she wanted to...the last time she said that was a while back...i dont know whats to come of us..i just want God to rule all and for each of us to do his will...she is really confused right now and is struggling a bit...she says she wants to talk me me and confide in me...i know she wants to but i'm afraid she might get feelings again or something...i do not ask that you pray for us to get back together..but that she grows in the Lord..TREMENDOUSLY!...she has such a good witness..she is a great christian and is obviously been blessed by God...i hate to see her like this...but she needs to figure this out on her own..so pray..pray that she will make sense of it all and make it through this dark time...and pray for me..that i grow further in my walk with God and grow in him...thank you all who have taken time to read this...may God bless and keep you all safe.....God Bless...
