Thank you all so much for your prayers and wonderful words of encouragement.
It is true that I could be doing something else but I felt called to the mission and I still do. I know that God knew in the beginning that all of this would be happening right now in this instant. I don't have to know what His purpose is, I just want His purpose.
I have mentioned before that sometimes it feels that I don't make a difference and then some instance will happen with one of the ladies/clients there and it makes it all worth it! That happened again the other night (same night as the meeting) when a woman sought me out specifically, for prayer and comfort and to share a fear. Those are the times that I can go home with my heart full and be satisfied that I made the right choice!
My computer update - I had to reset the restore date again to get it to work. It does seem to be working this morning but it is even slower than normal. I have already condensed files and that hasn't helped. Any ideas? I'm thinking it might be worth the $50 bucks or so to just take it in and have them fix it right, since I am on here so much. It really is a kinda life line and actually most of my social life since I haven't had a DATE in years!

Actually everytime I have the opportunity, I'm usually the one that backs out. I'm just too busy to start a relationship and the whole dating thing scares me a bit and seems silly at age 51. And I'm either working, spending time with my grandson, enjoying one of my many hobbies or HERE! I keep saying that if God has someone for me the man will show up at my door with a note pinned to his shirt that says, "Dear Yvette, this is the man I've chosen for you. Love God."

Now how in the world did I get on this topic anyway.........I need more coffee.