Hello Precious2God,
I will also keep everyone in my prayers.
Sister, reference your question about doing something wrong - our Heavenly Father isn't finished in perfecting us. However, HE has begun a good work in us that WILL be finished.
Regardless of how hard we try, not one of us will become perfect or Holy in this life. Our Righteousness is in CHRIST.
We all need to remember that this world isn't our HOME, and this short life on earth is just the beginning. It's like a blink of the eye in comparison to Eternal Life in Heaven with JESUS CHRIST. This is just another blessing from GOD to give thanks for.Love In Christ,
Tom