ok my christmas..
Well.. the kids and I on christmas eve watched some christmas cartoons and movies, we played outside , (got ALOT of snow here) we decorated (a week or so before christmas) the house together, and the tree together..
Christmas day we read the christmas story from Luke.. and prayed together before opening gifts.. then after that we had our dinner with my parents the boys and 2 of my aunts then after dinner, my parents and my aunts had bought a bunch of little gifts and called them dinner gifts (esp for the kids) and we had fun opening them and then playing with teh kids and thier new stuff etc,, then sadly at 3:30 my ex came and got my boys and kept them till the following evening (which nearly killed me dead..) was the single hardest christmas i ever went thru...my kids are my life and for them not to be here.. the house was so empty, so my parents and I went to my brothers and stayed there till late, and then i came home called my boys and went to bed crying, there, thats the honest truth! but its over now and while they were with me we did have a good time.. and we had fun doing different things together in the days heading up to christmas.. and other then the episodes with my ex, and all that foolishness..
but again, we got thru it and had a nice time when we were together, so thats all i can ask for in the situation im in now..
so thats the story of my holidays..
