The Bible is a pretty big book to study - why don't you try and select a specific real-life theme or idea you want to learn about? Then you can have a better idea of how you want your Bible Study to work. You could have small learning sessions that use a Biblical foundation to help teach or explain whatever topic you've chosen.
I, for one, would be glad to help with verse-finding, organizing, etc. (I haven't held a Bible study before, so I might not be too good at it, lol)
And Peachy, whenever you get tired of the darkness around you, there's folks on this forum and God in heaven to turn to!