I know I always ask for a lot of prayer, but I just can't seem to get it right. I feel like such a bad person. I have so much nothing inside of me. I don't want to do anything, and compared to some people on the prayer boards, I don't have any reason to complain.
I just feel numb. Like I am living just cuz I am here, not cuz I have a God who has a plan for me.
I have so much to be thankful for, yet the pain is so deep inside my heart.
I am going to bed on a Sat nite, it is only 7:15pm. This could do with my husband's surgery on Mon but I seem to go thru this a lot lately.
Don't feel sorry for me, just help me wake up and get going. God must be so ashamed of me, all these people who pray for me and care, and I cannot grab the hand that is reaching out for mine.
Rachel

You must know , with Faith, Prayer Will ( ONLY ) be answered ( IF ) you ASK in HIS NAME.
Matt 6:9 OUR FATHER in heaven HALLOWED be YOUR NAME [ YAHWEH ]
And HE want you to use it. Why ? Read: 1Corinthians 8:5
Therefore Pray : Read - Matthew 6:4-14
Psalms 83:18
Isaiah 12:2 and 26:4
Exodus 6:2
Ecclesiastes 7:1
1John 5:14-15
Call on His NAME : Romans 10:13
Matthew 7:7-11
Act 2:21
Isaiah 12:4
Luke 11:9-13
Exodus 15:26
And it is through JESUS CHRIST we address our PRAYERS to the FATHER.
2Corinthians 1:20 Also read Matthew 23:9
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