Please, please pray for my 32 year old son who has been a heroin addict for many years.  Sometimes he can remain stable on methadone for several weeks but then he breaks down, tops up and gets violent and aggressive.  He also has acute mylodisplasia which will turn terminal.  He is already on extra time because of a course of thalidomide.  A bone marrow transplant could kill or cure him but he can't be offered it because of his addictions.  He has accepted Christ, backslidden and repented many times.  He is governed by heroin and not by Jesus.  Sometimes I wish that he would just succumb to the illness.