As I shared in my get to know me post, lots of pitfall have come this familys way lately. I feel strong, rightouse indignation I believe. I know pray works so I am asking you all to agree with me. For the many needs of this family.

     My mother and I were raising my 4 yr old cousin cause his Mom lost him over drugs. There are charges still pending against her in the state of Mo. His biological grandma really didn't show alot of interest in him until he passed the 2 yr marker for being Hepititis C free. (His mother is hep C positive among many other problems) The grandmother begin to fight for him, lawyers judges the whole bit. WE were assured that the state of Mo, and the division of family services, plus the court atlightium, who holds tons of weight would support my Mom. They all did, not the judge they took our son away from us and gave him to nearly strangers his grandma, who helped his bio mom flee from the charges against her in mo, who lives only a few blocks away from the grandma. The grandmother even helps pay for her kids abortions, has a husband who is addict to porn, booze and pot. ANd is into new age...the bio mom is still doing drugs, and messin with witchcraft. Its temporary until his grandma can prove herself and home fit.....but WHY WHY WHY. This is the only home this little boy has ever known.    I get so angery with the system, with his grandma, I know God didn't intend for it to be like this. I don't know how but I KNOW that I know, the devil has played with the system, and I demand my son to be returned to me in the name of Jesus.
      Please pray that Zack would be returned to us. We've asked for a new trial, pray that the judge will grant this, and reverse his decesion.
    My second pray need is my son is in Iraq, he is a first year marine. Seen stuff, experienced stuff that no kid of 19 should. Pray a hedge of protection for him physically and emotionally.  and that he return soon.
    my second daughter suffers from such low self esteem because of sexual abuse and the system let her abusers go, (she was only 9, now 13) pray that the Lord would shine forth in her life and the pain would be gone. I'm a survivor too, and so that makes life hard for me, my own messed up head sometimes.
     My marriage suffers with all the stress we live with as well. thanks for listening to my soap opera life.
blessing in the name of Jesus.

Goin,
      thanks so much. Any helpful hints to make my stay more comfortable>
musicllover

Hi,
      when I reg. you needed a valid email? So I used my family's email with our provider. Now that I've done that can I use my yahoo account rather than my family account?
thanks

Hi,
     Not sure what to say, except Hello and hope to have a good time here. I've been on chrstian boards before and found it a great way to keep myself sharpened, iron on iron. I love to talk about the scritpures. Like a little debate as well.....but nothing mean spirited please. I find that when I meet someone with a diff view its a good way to make myself focus more on what the word says, it weeds out your own conscience so to speak, makes me dig into his holy word, and beside we are NEVER done learning.
     I am married 22 yrs, have 5 children, one grandson and another grandchild on the way. Been a Christian around 20 yrs. Love playing my guitar, little piano, singing, and reading. Like to joke around a little, and don't intend to offend anyone. If all goes right I'll begin college this fall as a 43 yr old freshman..... , and if the good Lords willing I'll be an educated idiot with a BS in music, when I graduate in 4yrs.....
      Life has thrown lots of curves in the last few years,  I've stumble fallen, and fallen some more, run throw the million questions of why Lord? And in the end I have nothing left but faith. I really just need a reason to hang on to what I have left. SO I'm reaching out.