I need help I am worse than I was last year. I am inlove wth a married man - he says he loves me more.  I believe he has never truly had relationsions with wife - no children - know by what he did not know - I bleive him . Wife is involved in lawsuite with father and when It ends he will leave her but it is leaving me an emotional mess and it just keeps getting worse and worse and words for me.  I don't know where to go - who to go to  - how to get there and I am so scared.  i  cry 7-24.  God does not seem to hear me ask for help.  I don't know were to go to.  All I want to do is sleep.  I am DESPERATE NEED of someone in the Rocky Hill CT area to help me.  I have no friends and I ned help - can't even have medical procedure done without someone.  Can any one out there hear my plea???  I am weak.  I think about moving back to Binghamton NY area just to get out of the mess but would I be making things more difficult.   i don't know what to do and am so afraid.  I need some one who can be with me for a day or to to help get me on tractk. Prayer - I have prayed every prayer I know and he has forgotten me.  Can't say  blame him. any.   Is there anyone out there who understand and who can help me???//