To someguy,
I found your question interesting. I'm happy to know that your thinking about God. He loves you and certaintly thinks about you.
Eph. 2:8-9 tells us that we are saved by grace through faith. It is a gift of God. We all come to Christ( his Son) the same way, by His grace through faith.
Pray that God will reveal himself to you.
The Bible tells us that everyone who calls upon the name of the Lord will be saved. Holy Scripture leads us to Christ.  2Tim3;15
I'm new on this forum.
god bless you,
bluelake