You know, I read your post  and was actually surprised to see at the bottom that you were responding to me! What in the world are you going on about?

An observation on your observation. If Paul did indeed write 2 Tim. (most scholars don't believe that he did) it seems unlikely that he would consider his own letters 'scripture', since the New Testament was still far in the future.

You'd do yourself well to stop calling it xtianity.  To "x" out the name of Christ is beyond offensive.  You're trying to blot out the name of the Son of God being God in the flesh.

The use of an 'x' to signify Christ may seem offensive but why? It is a convention that is almost as old as Christianity itself. The first letter in the Greek word for 'Christ' is 'chi,' and the Greek letter 'chi' is represented by a symbol similar to the letter 'X' in the modern Roman alphabet. Whether the poster meant to be disrespectful or not I don't know, but it's a perfectly legitimate abbreviation.

Again though I will tell you.  You ask of things beyond your current ability.  You can not even begin to discern spiritual things until you have been saved.

This might be true if all people who have been saved spiritually discerned everything the same way. Really it's just an attempt to escape critical evaluation of your beliefs.