My name is michael, I am a 43 year old male Christian who has stumbled and fell. I went back to using drugs and alcohol, I have been looking at pornagraphy, cheating on my wife, lying to everyone, and alienating myself from my friends and family. I need some serious prayer, I want the Lord to know that I still love him and that I am not having a good time sinning like this. As my screen name states - "I feel lost" - I could also use some free online counseling if anyone knows where?

Thank you all,
Michael