I thank you all for the prayers!
I scanned through the list of church and all of them is so far..

I  know God still cares for me... and I know I am soo stubborn..
I really dunno what I want in life .. and really right now... I am confused, angry.
 I sometimes even prayed that I wanna die coz I dont want these problems which I created.
I want all of my problems to go away !!!  I am a lost sheep ..

Thanks pastor and Yvette... I have so many problems ... and I really feel like giving up.
( btw,Pastor where in the philippines have you gone to? maybe there is a church there for me where you have been visited
( btw, how can I send perosnal messages with out email / or through this site?)

Please pray for me... I have known Christ in High School ( I went to an episcopal church)
.. and been baptized as born again...
as I approach graduating college. I gradually slide back. I want to go back.. my life is a mess.
 I plan to seek a Christian church near us.. but there isnt any like my high school church..








( I live in the Philippines, near Monumento if in case somebody knows.)