Hi Libby!
It's wonderful to have you here. Your honesty is refreshing!
So many have written so much good stuff!
We have to have a thirst or a desire to want to seek Him out, and you express this desire! Amen!
I would suggest maybe printing this thread so you can keep a reference to all so many have written!:)
We are not here to judge, but to help spread the Word and to see other saved and truly set free in the Lord!
You can be saved and have a new life in Him, despite experiencing mental illness and/or a personality disorder. He can give you the strength to face whatever you must face in life.
Learning to "rest in Him" can help with depression and anxieties. It can also help with personality disorders. He can give you hope and help!
I have seen this happen for many people with the same/very similar challenges you have.
Print this thread if you have a printer and study all that people have written. If you have a Bible, highlight the verses people have mentioned here and meditate upon them!
Fortunately, some loving individuals had written out the verses for you for easy reference and Incas you do not have a Bible.
If you do not have a Bible and need on, I am sure people can help you find one reasonably priced, if you make your need known!
Please continue to join us here! None of us is perfect! We are all just trying to help one another!
Have a blessed day in Him!