oh, ya know I didn't realize how my email would sound so materialistic until I read your response; Pastor Roger.

Ummm I was refering to a baby... She prayed about a baby for us and well I gave up on that over four years ago, I just thought I'd use the examples of the minor things to show that I realized I give up; What is true faith. When man says no believing God says yes. Even like Abraham who never saw the promise. But, it still happened.

Thanks for your comments.

Hi Everyone;

Well, I just realized that I have a problem with faith...  :-\I didn't even know it. I'll share.
My husband will go to a store like Sam's club or something and see something that he would like to have but is out of our price range. He'll come home and say oh honey; you've got to come back with me and check this out. Well, knowing we can't possibly get it. I always say no. I don't window shop or plan hope for things I can't afford. That's just not me; These are just examples but after many years of this; my husband finally said to me "honey you have to learn to hope for things." Well this started a whole thing between me and God. I also had someone pray with me and they kind of said something during the prayer (could have been from the Lord) but I immediately dismissed it because, I just can't see it happening.
 
Well, I know scripture; I I know God can do anything. but, I'm not sure why I feel this way. it's almost like I don't let my hopes get up for something I just don't think will happen. Well I'd love to talk about faith and just have some conversation with others about it and try to grow...

I'm so thankful I found this board.

Hello Everyone;
It's kind of exciting to be in a place where you can talk to your brothers & Sister in the Lord.. How Awesome is God for inventing computers???
Well My husband and I have the missionary call. We are preparing for our first missionary Trip (in the beginning stages) to the possibly the Philippines. It's amazing how God has already hooked us up with two different places to go. We just don't know when we will be going... But He does...

I  look forward to meeting you and being in a blessed fellowship of believers!