cris,

Thank you for your warm reply and very good advice, It is my hearts desire to walk with the Lord. I find it a bit scary at times laying it all down and letting go, but I'm learning.
Thanks again

God bless
Lee

After watching a man on t.v. praying for the future of his children, and their children I started to think how important this was. I went to climb the family tree to see if I had people of God there, well I was shocked to find there was no tree worth climbing. I could find not one believer on my dads side and maybe four on my mothers side. I'm a little troubled over this, could this possibly be affecting my life now? as in generational curse, as for the future I have dad, mom, stepdad, seven brothers and sisters with husbands, wives and twenty+ kids all unsaved with hardly an intrest in being saved. Can a single fighter in a battle royal with little experince do any good?

Lee

sometimes I have to stop and think, that it don't matter what people think, say or even do to me, it's what Jesus has forgotten that makes me what I am.

Lee

Thanks again everyone, I feel a lot of truth and encouragement here.

Thanks for the welcome guys.

Lee

My name is Lee I'm from the Quad cities area of Illinois, forty five years old, married with five kids, two grand kids. I want to be open with all right away. I have been trying to walk a christian life for a couple of years, and I say trying because I just keep falling down, this has to be one of the hardest things I have ever done, I don't know why but now I can't seem to want to quit, I feel the need to know Jesus, not just of him. Well I'm glad to be here and hope to make some new friends on my travels

Lee