Hi,

This is my first post here. I dont know if I am posting this in the right spot but it seemed like the only place to put it. I dont know if I am asking the right question or saying the right thing, but I know that this is what happened ~

I woke up the other night terrified. I had a dream that I had passed away and God was ever angry with me. I died and I saw all of my sins right in front me of me...right in front of HIM. I was ashamed and humiliated and I said I was sorry, I cried and fell on my knees but He said it was too late...I remember feeling this overwhelming fear within me and that is when I woke up.

All day I wasnt right - it bothered me more than words can say. As of late, (before that dream) I have been questoning my faith until I finally just turned away from it totally. Now I dont know how to get it right with Him...how to make this guilt inside go away. Is it really too late? Was this a message for me?

I just do not know anymore.