thank you to all.  I still am not sure how its all gonna work out.  But I know it has to, one way or another.  I have faith in God.

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I will elaborate only because you asked:

My relationship with Julia had been awesome.  She broke up w/ me because she felt she had to, in order to focus on work and school.  Her parents have set this into her mind throughout her life.

The way we met was coincidental, and a series of coincidences brought  us together.  It was after much prayer.

The thing I feel with her is that there are many "signs"  If you want to call it that.  coincidences that have happened, that alone, may not seem like much, but if I were to list them all, you too would probably agree.

Although our relationship was short relative to many others ive had, I had a feeling deep down about her.

I realize I sound like every other person who has been in this situation.  Perhaps I am "looking for signs."  I am trying to be open to the possibility that God doesnt want me with her.

When I said, I have christian friends who see why I feel the way I do...  Any other guy would have given up on this girl now.  its been 3 weeks broken up.  But I still get these feelings.  Normally, when we think we are crazy, we go to our friends to set us straight, put things into perspective.  Oddly, my friends seems to see what I see.

Anyways.  I am going to keep praying, and keep talking to my friends.  And I know that what needs to happen will, if not, it wasnt meant to be.

Its really scary to have "feelings" about my future with her, if in the end I was wrong.

Thank you for your prayers, even though you don't know me.  If for no other reason, it feels good to vent.

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I found this site late last night, Ive never been here before.  I know I only got one response, but it means the world to me.  I am grateful.

Thank you felix

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I dont know if I am in the right forum/thread etc.  I am here because, I need to be.  If not for me, then for you.

My girlfriend recently broke up with me.  How is this different from other relationships?  I have prayed over and over and over again, and I still see signs.  Things seem to happen that make me want to hang on.

I have a few close Christian friends, who seem to understand why I do what I feel I need to do.

I whole heartedly admit, I may be wrong, but I am going with how I feel.

Anyways, I hurt a lot.  I know that many people have been thru a lot worse than I have, therefor I realize my problem maybe irrelavant to the rest of you.

All I am asking, if there is anyone out there who is praying for a Miracle, please consider me in your prayers, because there is a miracle brewing here, that even I can't understand.

Thank you for you
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