I have been in a battle with this demon within me for so long...I try my best to be with god, but shortly I am just commiting the same sins an leaveing him again and again....It won't stop attacking. These sexual temptations...lies being whispered into my mind, my thoughts scrambled my mind stressed to keep away from them and with god....I had many conclusions with this problem....the cause being me living a dream that would never offer a thing back to me, or that just being something used to cover up the real problem and attack me more. Just recently I have lost again..no matter how much stronger I get there is always something there to defeat me in the battle between God, me and the evil sexual lust, temptations and addictions...all because of this on child in kindergarnden who forever scared me with his virus....the virus of sexual sin. I have not payed no attention to it until the age of late 12 it's been two years now and I still cannot defeat it....What am I doing wrong? Is it because I'm trying to defeat a invincible enemy? Is it my way of thinking about it? Or is it something else? I just don't know anymore....please show me guidence...I need your help.