Shalom & Blessings,
Be encouraged. Remember that NO Weapon formed against you shall prosper. You said that you are depressed, that is a trick of the enemy. A woman can not fulfill you, unless you allow Yeshua ( Jesus in Hebrew) to fulfill the voids in your life. Trust in Yahveh ( The Lord in Hebrw) with all your heart, and Lean not to your own understanding in all your ways, acknowledge Him in all your ways. And He will direct your paths. If internally you are unhappy, check the source and the root of your depression. Yah ( God in Hebrew) is able to bring you out of any place of your mind. I suffered from depression in my teenage years. But, I know my Father to be a deliverer, and a restorer. Psalms 34:29
For by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall.
30 As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him.
31 For who is God save the LORD? or who is a rock save our God?
32 It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect.
Seek Yah's face and His will for your life. The more you get lost in HIm, the more desperate you become for HIm. The more He will fill your hearts desire. Seek Ye first the kingdom Of Yah, and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you..
Be encouraged. I m sending a prayer up for you..