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I asked God for some guidance in my life.  And the next day the answers came to me.

I have been struggling over taking off more time from work to see my hubby, I miss so much because of chronic migraines.   I feel really torn between choosing my job and choosing my husband.  This week, after praying for some kind of answer, it occured to me that there is no longer a choice.  I am chosing my husband and if I have to look for a new job then so be it.  I know God will be there for me.  I have quit jobs before without having another one and he was there for me then and I know he will be this time as well.

I also have decided because after these revelations and the peace I suddenly had over my life that I will go to church.  I have been away from church most of my adult life but not away from God.  He was always in my heart.  

Well I am SO excited to go to church tomorrow, in fact, I feel like a kid the night before school starts.  I have been afraid to do this, since hubby is deployed.  I feared walking through that door by myself.  But then I decided that if Jesus found the strength to carry a cross, then I could surely walk through the door carrying mine.  

After making my decisions about my job and my husband and going back to church.  My mom also told me her and dad had been praying that I would find my way back to church.  So there are alot of prayers being answered this week in my small little life.  

I was in such turmoil about everything, and honestly I was so overwhelmed that I considered suicide.  I am not sure what finally made me pray for help, the work of the holy spirit I believe.  But once the answers came to me, I had such a peace about my decisions.  I know I am being guided by the hand of God.  It is a wonderful feeling.

 :D Thank you for this testimony!

God is so good :)

Amen!