Title: Sorry Post by: LeeH on April 18, 2004, 07:38:15 AM Today is a new start for me. I douted the Lord and I now know it was a stupid thing to do.
Jesus Christ is Lord and I love him. I will serve no other God but him. It is written and I now know the meaning of that word. I will never doubt my Lord again and will read the bible word for word. I am so sorry my Lord for doubting you. Thankyou Lord for your guidance and trust in me. For all that have read what I have put, please forgive me for being so misguided, I have been a fool. I will always love Jesus Christ forever. Amen. Title: Re:Sorry Post by: Kris777 on April 18, 2004, 09:00:11 AM The one of the wonderful things about God is if you sin and come to Him to be forgiven, He will forgive you. What a great God we have!!
Title: Re:Sorry Post by: Willowbirch on April 18, 2004, 02:02:14 PM Thank you for this testimony, LeeH! I struggle with the same difficulty sometimes! May I suggest a fast, even a very short one? I find that I am so much more "aware" of God and His workings when I have denied myself. (Not everyone is physically able to fast; its just a suggestion on my part.)
A few years ago, I was on the verge of either "going through the motions" of Christianity or dropping it altogether, even though I knew in my heart what is truth. I prayed that God would strengthen my faith and keep me from doubting; and at once I felt a very strong presence, as though someone was touching my shoulder...I will never forget that, although I do still find myself being unsure of my faith now and then. Title: Re:Sorry Post by: LeeH on April 18, 2004, 05:11:18 PM Dear Willowbirch
I felt that which you felt 18 months ago, I wrote a poem and looked at it, it was me. I wanted to save the world. I knew some of the Christian teachings but not enough. I was on my knees in shock that I had a God, but I had the two important words wrong in the poem. I didn't know that until today. When this moment with God happened, I saw a terrifying image on my television and it all end up in me believing I was the second coming. Obviously sectioned for seven days. I did repent to God all my sins. I saw lots of things, some I will not mention here. There was lots of people in the mental hospital and I was not alone thinking I was Jesus Christ. Foolish I know, but a wonderful experience to feel like Jesus, just for one day. I was so sorry for what I did. I did repent for this too, for thinking I could be Jesus. Terrible I know, tricked by a distorter of truth, but God knew this would happen. In the last eighteen months I have studied much on religion and I can say I am a very deep thinker, intelligent person but without wisdom that is very dangerous, just look at our world leaders. But I do not worry about this anymore, it is out of all our hands, because it is written. Today I was reborn, my eyes opened for the first time and all around me were signs to frighten me. It didn't of course, I am strong. I did not take this bate from the one with the fixed fate. Jesus died for all our sins, I know this now and this evil serpent will never turn me from Jesus Christ. He can do me no harm, because I am not his and never will, ever. Just a personal message to satan, isis, Lucifer whatever your name is, sorry me old mucker good try. The thunder in my ears tells me you are nothing to fear. You can expect some more poetry from me, because your nothing but a flea to me. Yes I is very happy today, thankyou Bronzesnake that was a handy message you left for me, the luck bit helped thanks very much. Willowbirch hold in there, it will be worth it in the end, this is a difficult moment in your life and this thing will wish to take many of us with him/her, its the bargining tool, but there is a saying which I believe in; trust and trust to you can not trust no more. You know what that end bit means don't you? Find Jesus Christ, you are almost there. I believed in what you did yesterday, but not anymore. Unless you can accept Jesus, you can not have your sins cleansed from your soul. Its what he died for, you and everybody that's been. What a wonderful God we have, I have seen. Tender and Kind that is his mind, loving and giving we are all in his mind. Just give up you pride and our God promises you will never be tired. For all of his love is made in heaven, is that not enough? P.s nice one Kris777 you are much in my way of thinking. Title: Re:Sorry Post by: JudgeNot on April 18, 2004, 05:53:18 PM Quote Jesus died for all our sins, I know this now and this evil serpent will never turn me from Jesus Christ. He can do me no harm, because I am not his and never will, ever. Quote What a wonderful God we have, I have seen. Tender and Kind that is his mind, loving and giving we are all in his mind. Just give up you pride and our God promises you will never be tired. For all of his love is made in heaven Isaiah 40:31 But those who wait on the LORD Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint. :) |