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By: Rachel

Dear Mommy:

I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existence. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.

Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much.

One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened.

A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me.

The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore.

Then the monster started ripping my arm off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.

Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.

No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.

And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.

The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father.

Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels."

I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster.I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful.

It sucked my arm and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die.

Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.

Love,

Your Baby Girl

WOW... this was very powerful. thanks for sharing this. Now off I go to email this to everyone!

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Yeah very much so

Yes, it is really powerful....I get tears each time I read it.  Somehow I didn't realize about the pain of being sucked to pieces during an abortion for the baby.  I know it's a life but when you also think of the pain the baby must endure.....so awful.

I got into a debate with a guy a few weeks ago on this very topic.  I know that some situations are hard to deal with but I don't see how someone could consider this as a good way out.  I'm am not trying to hurt anyone's feelings or put anyone down.  But when you think about it, what if your mother had had an abortion when she was pregnant with you.  You would have never had the opportunity to acomplish the things that you have so far in your life.  More importantly, you would have never been able to live your life on Earth for the Lord and all of his glory.  I pray that anyone who is considering this method to get out of a bad situation would reconsider.  There are so many people out there who want to have children but can't.  The child that you may be carrying but don't want may be the answer to someone's prayers.

I just finished emailing this to everyone I know. Except for those, on the forum here.

I don't think this is appropriate for young children. I posted this on another forum and it was deleted. They said it was too graphic

Amen and I am going to join you Tina

First, I truly can understand, BUT sticking ones head in the sand and hiding from life's reality's  just don't cut it!  Too graphic?  I have heard numerous stories of women who have done this "nasty deed" and then afterwords learning the 'graphic' details, turned their hearts around totally and became very sad and became ant-i abortion.

As the saying goes... "The true shall set you free"

I emailed this to everyone I know too. So it will get around.